Chapter 1 — Eight Unworthy Lives

I was born with always feeling like I didn't deserve anything. When I was born, I felt like I didn't deserve to be born in the delivery room, so I insisted on holding on to my mother's umbilical cord for three days and three nights. It wasn't until my mother went to the bathroom that I breathed a sigh of relief and calmly plopped down into the toilet. When I was kidnapped, I felt like I didn't deserve to sit in the six-seat minivan of the trafficker, hugged his legs tightly, and refused to get in the car. It wasn't until a sanitation worker pushed a garbage cart past that my eyes lit up, despite everyone jumping on it. After that, the traffickers sold me eight times in turn. At each turn, I returned the entire amount of money to them: "No need, no need, just giving it away is fine, receiving money is too awkward." The traffickers had no choice but to curse me while taking me back to live in a house with only four walls. It wasn't until the day his biological parents brought the police to his door that he was moved to tears and obediently wore handcuffs. Before getting in the car, he patted my parents on the shoulders as if he had just been relieved of a burden: "I leave it to you two. Your daughter's mental illness must be treated properly." My parents looked at each other bewilderedly, still not understanding what he was saying. Until that night, the fake girl felt sorry for herself and cried, saying that on the first day back, I fought over the room and bed with her. My brother immediately brought his parents to aggressively find me to settle the matter. They searched both inside and outside the room, finally finding me sleeping soundly in a dog cage in the corner of the house. All voices immediately fell silent. The older brother was completely stunned, the golden fake's expression also became blank. It took a long time for her parents to find their voice again: "Kieu Kieu, did you just say that Nguyet Nguyet stole your room and bed?"... Hearing that, Lam Kieu Kieu finally escaped her petrified state and hastily continued to shed tears: "Mom and Dad, do you hate me that much? She would rather stay in the dog's nest and not touch the bed I used to sleep in?" eyes!" The housekeeper seriously reminded her: "That's not true. Miss Eldest respects your bed very much. Before going to sleep, when she passed by, she solemnly bowed her head three times in front of your bed." Lam Kieu Kieu's eyes darkened and she almost collapsed. His brother quickly caught her, turned his head and said in a loud voice: "Mom and Dad, on the first day back, Lam Nguyet Nguyet used this method to attract attention, preemptively confronting Kieu Kieu! Today we must teach her properly!" Seeing that my parents' eyes were a bit wavering, he immediately took advantage and rushed forward, grabbed me up and pressed me down in front of the dog's food bowl: "Mom, Dad, I told you he got in on purpose." The dog cage is to attract attention. Look, you two, faced with the leftover rice we feed the dog, can't he continue pretending... "In my sleep, I'm feeling hungry. Like a wish coming true, as soon as I opened my eyes, a large bowl suddenly appeared in front of me. His brother was still talking, but the butler took a step forward and just in time reminded: "Young master, if you talk any longer, the eldest lady will eat her stomach full." Everyone looked in the direction he pointed. I only saw me holding the dog's bowl, eating deliciously, a grain of rice still stuck to the corner of my mouth, raising my head and awkwardly looking at them. The air froze for a moment. Immediately afterwards, everyone simultaneously inhaled a cold breath. Lam Kieu Kieu took three steps back in horror, her parents' legs became even weaker. The butler calmly raised his hand to steady all three people, then retreated to his original position. Only the blue veins on his brother's temple twitched continuously. He walked

kicked the bowl of food in front of me. His face darkened, just as he was about to open his mouth, his father stopped him loudly: "Shh! Can't you see that Nguyet Nguyet lacks a sense of security right now? Don't scare her!" His brother widened his eyes in disbelief: "No, Dad?! You're too biased!" "As soon as he came back, he pretended to be crazy and pretended to be stupid, threatening Kieu Kieu like this, but Dad still protected her. What do you want Kieu Kieu to do?!" Seeing that, Lam Kieu Kieu hurriedly came back. She stood in front of him, tried to act strong and smiled: "Don't say any more, I'm fine, really fine..." Having finished speaking, she turned to look at me again, her voice full of bitterness: "Sister, I'm just an outsider. You're back, the person my parents love the most is still me." "You really don't have to go to this extent to compete with me for my parents' attention." I blinked, pointing at myself. What level? Shouldn't I just take a nap and eat a normal meal? But before I could ask, my mother rushed forward to hug Lam Kieu Kieu's chest, so heartbroken that her voice trembled: "What nonsense are you talking about? You are forever my most beloved daughter, no one can take it away!" Dad also quickly nodded, patting Lam Kieu Kieu's back while gently coaxing: "Nguyet Nguyet just came back, still hasn't adjusted. Let's sympathize with her a little more, okay?" They quickly responded. forgot I was there. Before leaving, they only left one sentence: "It's okay, just leave Nguyet Nguyet in the cage. Regardless of whether it's pretending or not, won't it be known three days later..." Hearing that, Lam Kieu Kieu provocatively curled the corner of her mouth to look at me, just catching sight of my eyes that were wide open with joy. That's good. In a house this big, since the morning I first entered it, I've been looking forever and still can't find a place worthy of setting foot. In the end, I still had to ask the housekeeper to carry me inside. Now it's good. I can finally rest assured. The smile on Lam Kieu Kieu's face stiffened, the corner of her mouth twitched. 2Under my parents' alternating coaxing, I ended up sleeping in bed. This makes me extremely uneasy. That feeling of insecurity was proven the next day, when my brother kicked open my door: "Lam Nguyet Nguyet! Look at the good things you've done!" Instinctively, I wanted to crawl into the trash can, but he silently pressed me down on the bed, raised his hand and slapped me. "Don't pretend to be innocent here! Mom and dad believe this trick of yours, but I don't!" "If it weren't for this morning, during the adoption party, you deliberately gave Kieu Kieu a bunch flower, can she now be in the special care room because of a pollen allergy?" The butler gently held his hand that was about to fall on my face: "Young master, today the eldest lady asked the dog to attend the adoption party on her behalf. She said she was not worthy of attending such a luxurious place." The brother was stunned for a moment, then raised his voice even more: "Then it must have been during lunch that he intentionally picked up the flower cake that Kieu Kieu was hit with." allergic to her, causing her to be allergic to pollen!" The butler helped him put his hand back to his side: "Young master, the eldest lady ate lunch with dogs. She said she was not worthy to sit at the same table with humans." The blue vein on his brother's forehead twitched: "Then it must have been this afternoon, he intentionally stuffed fresh flowers into Kieu Kieu's bedroom, forcing her to go to the special care room!" The butler continued to calmly remind: "Young master, young master. letter……” “Shut up!” His brother angrily interrupted. He suddenly turned his head and glared at me, his eyes filled with undisguised disgust: "Lam Nguyet Nguyet, I don't care if you're pretending to be crazy or stupid. You best remember, in this house, Kieu Kieu is the one we recognize!"

"I don't deserve it!" Having said that, he slammed the door and left, leaving behind only a heavy noise. I looked bewildered in the direction he left, my mind constantly echoing the words he just said. You are not worthy... This was the eighth time I heard those three words, also my eighth reincarnation. In my first life, Lam Kieu Kieu's dog was lost, I was punished by being locked in a dog cage and dragged behind the car. Until I woke up in a dream. Lake, her laughing voice came down from above: "All of these things are mine. There are people who were born not worthy of being human, only worthy of being dogs." In the second life, because the dirt on my body stained her bedroom floor, I was punished by hanging upside down outside the window. Until the rainwater mixed with blood flowed down, she still just stood from above, pouting: "Even if you come back, so what? Isn't even the ground she worthy of stepping on? In my opinion, hanging outside is just beautiful, less polluting the air in the house! Third life, fourth life... In each life, I tried to change. I tried to actively please everyone, I also resisted, I ran away. At first it worked. But the longer the time, the final result will always be those three words. You are not worthy. When I open my eyes again, I will still return to this place. No matter what, I can't escape. I just Suspicious and serious, he looked at the butler: “Have I not lowered my position low enough? Why are people still dissatisfied with me?" The butler respectfully asked: "Eldest lady, why do you have to lower your position?" I blinked and explained in a low voice: "Because I already know that I don't deserve everything." I leaned slightly closer to him and said softly: "Furthermore, if I don't clearly recognize my identity and status, I will die." The butler raised his head, his eyes looking at me flashed with confusion. 3 Three days Later, the story of Lam Kieu Kieu bribing the doctor to pretend to be allergic was completely exposed. Faced with her parents' questioning, Lam Kieu Kieu felt extremely sorry: "Mom, Dad, I really didn't mean to slander you." "I'm just afraid that after you return, you won't need me anymore..." Seeing her appearance, his brother was immediately heartbroken: "Mom, Dad! You both heard it! Kieu Kieu just lacks a sense of security! Having said this, a fierce look flashed in his eyes: "On the contrary, it's that Lam Nguyet Nguyet!" Before he finished speaking, the door was kicked open by someone outside with a "bang". I hadn't yet seen the situation clearly, but my brother grabbed me from the bed, my eyes went dark in waves. He stood from above looking down at me, a cold smile hung from the corner of his mouth: "Don't pretend to be here!" "Is that you?" I've long realized that Kieu Kieu lacks a sense of security, so these past few days I've been deliberately stimulating her, luring her into slandering you, so that my parents will blame her?" "Lam Nguyet Nguyet! You really have an unfathomable depth of mind!" As soon as the parents entered the room, their footsteps immediately stopped because of this sentence. Immediately after, the mechanical butler knocked on the door: "Master, ma'am, after getting sick three days ago, the eldest lady still refuses to take the medicine. She said she didn't deserve to use such an expensive thing." "So, she was in a coma for three days, only woke up ten minutes ago, and now has a forty-degree fever." Dad's face immediately darkened, glaring fiercely at his brother: "Did you hear that? Still talking nonsense! Nguyet Nguyet is your biological sister, look what you've become now!" Mom was scared by the three words "forty degrees" again: "So, what should we do now?" The housekeeper didn't change his face, calmly stepped up, gave me a sharp blow that made me faint: