Chapter 4 — Fate Dissolves In The Rain

"Have you ever had a crush?" Luc Thoi Trach hesitated for two seconds: "...No. At first I really just wanted to repay her kindness, so I wanted to treat her a little better." I nodded: "That day of heavy rain, you said you had to avoid gossip so you kicked me out of the umbrella, but when you turned around you could drag her out on the stadium." "Going to eat Japanese food at night, you left me in the middle of the street, not even making a phone call to ask. I finished eating. with her and then slowly return." "Luc Thoi Trach, you said you weren't moved. So may I ask, what were you thinking at those times?" His face gradually became gray. But he continued to explain: "I really just wanted to avoid gossip... During that time, you were really a bit unreasonable." "I just wanted to treat her a little better. Those things, I just did it on my own terms." The things that hurt me, I just did it on my own. I was so angry that I burst out laughing. "Do you still not understand? Before she appeared, you could abandon me at will because of the mission and training." "But after she appeared, no one could be as important as her." "Luc Thoi Trach, I don't know how you define it, but in my definition, that is vibration, that is love." Luc Thoi Trach wanted to refute, but I stopped him. "Even if it's just a moment, even if Now I regret it, I can't get back what I lost." "Go away. While I can still calmly talk to you, don't make me hate you." 7 The time off for personal work is very short, Luc Thoi Trach can't stay abroad for too long. Before he could explain clearly to me, he was hastily called back to his country. I brought my camera and once again started the journey. The sunshine in Rome is warm. I rent a small room here and live every day to the fullest. There are many people interested in my life. When Huong Vien arrived, it was early October and the country was on National Day break. She also lost a lot of weight, her face looked extremely bad. "You still haven't forgiven Luc Thoi Trach?" My hand that was making tea stopped. I looked at her with cold eyes. "What identity are you using to ask me this?" Huong Vien bit his lip, suddenly covered his face and broke down crying loudly. "You don't know, I also don't know how deeply he loves you." "He basically can't forget you. I told him to change his mind to like someone else, it's okay to look at me, even someone else is okay. I begged him for a long time, telling him not to continue to torment himself. "He didn't listen and couldn't let go. Every day he risked his life and signed up to participate in dangerous combat missions. Last time we met, his whole body felt like he was half dead, completely without spirit." Huong Vien looked at me with pleading eyes: "Nien Nghien, even if I beg you, consider it as if you saved him once." "It's okay to break up, it's okay to come back, give him a clear ending." Like right now, I really can't bear to look..."I suddenly felt extremely helpless. Not because of Luc Thoi Trach, nor because of the weak friendship between me and Huong Vien. I just don't understand why I've decided to let go but these people still use my past to entangle me. I disagreed with her, just mentioning a small incident from the past. "On the one hundred day anniversary of my love with him, Luc Thoi Trach let me climb a tree. I broke down and cried loudly in the memorial restaurant, and you ran to comfort me." I looked at Huong Vien: "At that time, you hugged me, constantly painfully wiping my tears." "You say that people who don't know how to appreciate you have to make them regret it."

I will hate you for the rest of my life." Huong Vien's movements stopped. I looked straight at her: "Vien Vien, this is the moral you taught me." "You said he suffered, you can't stand to see him. When I was hurt by Luc Thoi Trach before, what were you doing?" "Are you busy being intimate with him, are you happy that I'm leaving and giving way to the two of you?" "Vien Vien, all these years you've always been on my side. Why have you only known my ex-boyfriend for less than two months, and you've already started helping him talk?" Huong Vien suddenly stood up and glared at me: "Yes, I interfered in your relationship, I love him! I'm despicable!” “But Nghien Nghien, you don't know what Luc Thoi Trach has done for you during this time. To get revenge on me, he criticized me for intentionally sabotaging our relationship right at the end of the academy's military training, and was even recorded by students and posted online." "Now I'm the third person cursed by everyone, a maggot in the sewer!" "Like the photo of your shirt with a wet shirt, my photos and information are now spread everywhere. But as long as any information related to you appears, Luc Thoi Trach will quickly handle it." "I can't have Luc Thoi Trach, but I can see that he truly loves you. Why do you…”