Chapter 6 — Your Exception

Listen to him continue. "But now I know, because I don't know the limit, because my care for On Le has gone far beyond the scope of our brothers." "But Tri Du, I ask you to believe me, I have never had different thoughts from On Le, and have never done anything beyond the limit. The person I love, the wife in my heart, is only you." I listened quietly. To be honest, I didn't know what to react, I just felt tired. "Are you done talking yet?" His body stiffened, I pushed his hand away. "After you finish talking, leave, don't come looking for me anymore." Luc Trach Ngon seemed to be nailed to the spot. He wanted to chase, wanted to hug Lam Tri Du in his arms. But just as he was about to move, he was aggressively repelled by her distant, disgusted eyes. At this time, heavy snow filled the sky. Luc Trach Ngon stood in the snow without moving, his heart was colder than his body, both cold and scared. He had a vague intuition, she wouldn't forgive him. I returned home, from the ground-level window I saw a man standing in the snow without moving. Actually, I believe him. Believe that he and On Le haven't done anything in bed yet. But the constant phone calls, the food, the extra seat, the different treatment from the Luc family, all were real. Very serious? So serious that he and I really won't see each other again in this life? Actually no. But isn't it serious? Can you still go on? I will deny the answer without any hesitation. Cannot. It is those so-called not serious things, those things that do not harm the overall situation, that are like dense needles, bit by bit piercing my heart. Even when I make a fuss, I can't find a reason. Like boiling a frog in warm water. Those little things slowly crushed my heart, until in the end I couldn't even say a single painful word. Can't get over it. At least in this life I cannot forgive. Thinking so, I closed the curtains and stopped looking at the man downstairs. If you like standing in the snow, just stand, it's best to be dead cold. It's just midnight. I was woken up by the urgent ringing of the phone. "Hello?" There was a chaotic sound on the other side. "Excuse me, are you Luc Trach Ngon's family member? He fainted, please go to the hospital." 8 When I arrived, Luc Trach Ngon was still lying on the hospital bed, his eyes closed. His face was very pale. Having been with him for five years, I have never seen Luc Trach Ngon like that. But I just took a leisurely look, just hoping I wouldn't die, otherwise I would be very unlucky. Just about to leave. The man behind him suddenly opened his eyes dreamily, his voice extremely hoarse. "Tri Du..." My steps stopped, I turned around and looked at each other with four eyes, one calm, one in pain. "Do you hate me that much?" Luc Trach Ngon's eyes stung. He remembered that in the past, every time he had a stomach ache and fever, Lam Tri Du was there to take care of him. These years, she has cooked rice herself. Dan
Gradually, the frequency of his stomach pain became less and less. He often woke up and could see Lam Tri Du lying on the side of the bed, his hand still holding him tightly. Every time I see it. My heart softened a bit. But he always felt that he shouldn't let his emotions show, so when she woke up, he changed into that happy and sad expression that didn't show his face. But now. When he was sick and she remained indifferent and unmoved, Luc Trach Ngon was really panicked. Because he doesn't know what else he can use to keep her. Thinking like that, my heart aches every time. At the same time. I quietly watched the corners of his eyes gradually turn red, without the slightest stir in my heart. There were countless nights when it was difficult to sleep alone. Countless nights I was afraid he would be harassed but didn't dare express my self-pity. I also cried like that. But is it useful? Apparently he was calling with another woman all night, and refused to ask any more questions about my feelings. At this moment I suddenly woke up. Besides being unable to forgive, what is more inside me is hatred. Hate him for taking me lightly, hate him when I was most helpless, leaving me alone at the police station to face that harasser. Hate him unintentionally. Hate him beyond measure. The more I thought about it, the colder my eyes looked at him. Luc Trach Ngon struggled to sit up. "I know it's late for what I say now, but Tri Du, consider me begging you, give me a chance to change and pursue you from the beginning." After speaking, he looked at me carefully again. "Okay?" I was silent for two seconds, suddenly burst into laughter, the laughter was full of sarcasm, making Luc Trach Ngon's body shake as if it was about to collapse. "What are you doing?" I really didn't understand, I just felt absurd. "Lost. Only then did you realize how important I am? Luc Trach Ngon, stop pretending, you're just not willing." "Even if we get back together, can your habits be changed?" "You will still be like that, disregarding my existence." I laughed coldly, full of disgust. "Including you guys from the Luc family, your mother, I don't like anyone, I will always be noble and superior." "Makes me nauseous." The atmosphere instantly freeze.