Chapter 7
Chapter 7 — The End-of-Day Train
In the end, that night Khanh Chi still did not open her father's notebook. She put it back in the wooden box, closed the drawer, telling herself that there were doors that needed to be opened at the right time, and tonight, after everything that had just happened on the train, she was not strong enough to face whatever might lie in there.
The following week, life on the train at the end of the day returned to its familiar rhythm, although in Khanh Chi's heart there were still some ripples that had not completely subsided. She noticed that Thien An still regularly got on the train every night, still talking to her like before, there were just moments when he was more thoughtful, his eyes more distant as he looked out the dark window outside.
Mr. Thin also noticed that small change. One evening, as the train passed through a deserted road, he quietly asked Khanh Chi who was standing next to the cockpit: "The young man who often travels in the same carriage with me has been quiet lately, is something wrong?"
"I don't know either, uncle," Khanh Chi replied, half-truth, half-hidden. "He must have something personal."
"Yes, you can tell from your eyes that you have a very heavy heart," Mr. Thin said, taking a drag of his cigarette and exhaling the smoke out the partially open cockpit window. "People with heavy feelings often go to old, quiet places like this ship. I've been in this profession for many years and have met many people like that."
Khanh Chi was silent, thinking about his words, finding it true not only for Thien An but also for herself, Mr. Canh, Mrs. Dang, and so many other regular passengers who still came to this last train of the day as a small refuge in the midst of a busy life.
Tuesday night, when the train had just left Thanh Chau station for a few minutes, Khanh Chi passed by Boi Linh's seat and saw her biting her lip, her face rarely sad, her sketchbook folded and placed on her lap instead of open as usual.
"What's wrong Linh, aren't you drawing today?" Khanh Chi sat down in the chair opposite, her voice gentle.
Boi Linh shook her head, her eyes red. "I just had an argument with mom, Miss Chi."
"What are you arguing about?"
"It's about studying art, Miss. My mother told me to keep daydreaming, told me to study the main subjects for the university entrance exam, and stop wasting time drawing. My mother even... even tore a few pages from my drawing book." Boi Linh's voice choked at the last sentence, her hands tightened on the notebook as if afraid it would also be taken away.
Khanh Chi was silent for a moment, not knowing what to say to comfort her without appearing to judge the hard-working single mother's parenting style. She understood that Boi Linh's mother was not wrong to worry - in a small town like Van Phong, the artistic path was always considered a luxury, vague, and difficult to support oneself. But she also understands the feeling of a child when her dream is considered by adults to be something not worth pursuing.
"My mother loves me, it's just not the right way to express it," Khanh Chi said, choosing each word carefully. "But don't let that stop you from drawing. I think you can study the main subjects well and keep your passion, as long as you know how to arrange your time properly."
"Do you think I'm really capable?" Boi Linh asked, her eyes suddenly lit up with a bit of hope.
"I don't know much about art, but I think your paintings are very soulful. Let me ask someone I know." Khanh Chi said, suddenly remembering Thien An, who had praised Boi Linh's paintings in a previous conversation.
At that moment, Thien An stepped forward, perhaps hearing part of the story from afar. He sat down on the chair next to Boi Linh, his voice gentle: "I vaguely heard your story. Can I see the picture?"
Boi Linh hesitated for a moment, then opened the notebook and turned to the intact pages. Thien An looked through each picture, nodded, occasionally stopping to analyze a few details about the composition and how to use pencil strokes to create depth.
"You're really gifted," he said, his voice sincere and without a trace of politeness. "I studied architecture and also had to learn hand drawing for many years. I immediately recognized who had a good eye for observation and who only drew according to patterns. You belong to the first group."
Boi Linh's eyes lit up. "Really?"
"True. But I also have to tell you the truth," Thien An continued, her voice becoming more serious. "The path to art is not easy. There will be times when you doubt yourself, there will be times when others won't believe in your choices. I also experienced the same thing, although in a different way."
"You too?" Boi Linh asked, curious.
Thien An smiled slightly, the smile was a bit bitter. "Yes. There were times when I did what I believed was right, but others blamed me for something that wasn't entirely my fault. At that time, I also doubted myself a lot. But then I realized, it's important to keep the truth about yourself, whether others believe it or not."
Khanh Chi listened and clearly felt that those words were not only for Boi Linh, but also as a narrative Thien An was gradually revealing about her own life. She did not interrupt, just quietly observed the way he talked to the sixteen-year-old girl with rare patience and sincerity.
"So what should I do now?" Boi Linh asked, her voice less sad.
"You can continue to draw, but don't let your mother see that it's something that hinders your studies. Prove it with results — study well, while still maintaining your passion. When your mother sees you can do both, she will gradually feel more secure. Besides," he added, rummaging in his backpack to take out an old business card, "I know a few people at the art school in Thanh Chau. If you want, I can introduce you to a weekend drawing class, the tuition is not high, consider it a try." first."
Boi Linh held the business card with both hands, her eyes filled with tears, but this time they were tears of joy. "Thank you, thank you so much!"
Khanh Chi smiled looking at that scene, her heart felt strangely warm. She realizes that, although Thien An still keeps a big secret, his personality - his kindness, his patience with a strange girl on the train - is something that cannot be faked. Perhaps, she thought, it was because of moments like these that she still chose to trust and wait for him, even though there were still many unanswered questions in her heart.
The train continued to run through familiar stations, the yellow light in the carriage illuminated three faces sitting close together - a sixteen-year-old girl whose hope had just been rekindled, a man carrying a heavy secret in his heart but still not forgetting to sow seeds of kindness for others, and a woman standing between the boundary of trust and doubt, not knowing which direction she should step.
Before the train entered the station, Boi Linh lingered to ask Thien An a few more things about architecture, about how learning technical drawing was different from freehand drawing. Her eyes were bright as if she had just found a new door opening in front of her. Thien An patiently answered each question, sometimes even taking out a pen to draw an illustration right on a blank page in her notebook, explaining how to create a single-point perspective, making Boi Linh endlessly admire. Khanh Chi sat quietly observing, feeling that the train carriage tonight was much warmer than usual, as if a new breath of life had just been breathed into this old, familiar space.
Arriving at Van Phong station, when Boi Linh got off the train, she turned around and waved to both of them, her bright smile completely different from the sad look when she got on the train. Khanh Chi watched her figure become smaller in the darkness, then turned to Thien An.
"Thank you, for being so kind to Linh."
"It's nothing," he replied, but there was something unusually gentle in his eyes as he looked at her. "I'm just repeating what I wish someone had told me, when I needed to hear it most."
That sentence made Khanh Chi pause for a moment, realizing that behind it was a long story that she was still patiently waiting to hear, little by little, through each train at the end of the day they passed together.
The train left the station, leaving the Van Phong station platform quiet under the yellow light. Khanh Chi finished the final round of cleaning before locking the carriage, while Thien An lingered for a while on the station platform, watching the shadow of the two-car train disappear into the overnight depot. In his jacket pocket, the worn leather notebook was still open on the unfinished note page, where he had just scribbled a small line: "Boi Linh — sixteen years old — reminded me of something long forgotten: sometimes people just need someone to believe at the right time." He closed the notebook, sighed and looked towards the dark rooftops of the small town, then turned and walked away, carrying with him both the joy from the girl's smile and the heaviness that had not been relieved in his heart for many months.