Chapter 100
Chapter 100 — The Medicine Bearer Through the Chaos
The Light Doesn't Go Off
Before the rooster crowed in the third watch, Tinh Yen woke up, not because of anyone's call, but because of a habit that had been ingrained in her body for more than twenty years - the moment when Mrs. Khue once said, "the most precious medicine is the medicine picked while the dew is still there". She put on a thin robe and stepped out into the yard, where the summer moonlight was still as faint as rice water, illuminating the clay yard in front of Te Sinh Duong with a familiar halo.
It's been three years since the medical shop officially opened. Three years is not a long time compared to a lifetime, but it is enough for the medicine beds behind the house to take deep roots, enough for the first students to be able to independently examine and treat not too complicated cases, enough for the name Te Sinh Duong to no longer be strange to anyone living along the East Sea coast.
She went around to the back of the house, where there was a small private altar, simple but dignified - not a splendid shrine, just a small wooden table with Mrs. Khue's and Lieu Nguyen's tablets placed together, even though the two had never met during their lifetime. She lit a stick of incense, then raised her hand to light a small oil lamp placed nearby. The flame flared up, trembling in the morning breeze before stabilizing into a steady, warm yellow halo.
"You woke up too early." Ngan Ba Thuyen, who had also woken up, walked out and stood next to her, holding a familiar cane in his hand. "At my age, it's normal to stay up late and wake up early, but you're still young, so you should know how to keep your strength."
"I'm used to it." Tinh Yen replied, smiling slightly, her eyes still not leaving the small lamp burning steadily on the altar. "Today is the anniversary of my master's death. I want to light the lamp a little early, so it can burn longer."
He nodded, did not say more, just stood quietly next to her for a moment, watching the small fire swaying in the morning sea breeze. From the main house, the sound of footsteps echoed - the young students had begun to wake up to prepare for a new day of work, soft laughter, calls to each other to go to the well to wash their faces.
The morning passed at the familiar pace of Te Sinh Duong - patients came for examination, students went to class to learn to identify medicinal herbs, Nhuoc Lan was busy with prescription books, Ton Ba Nghi instructed a few older children how to give first aid to wounds on the battlefield, a skill he still persistently taught even though the war had passed many years, "in case we need it, even though we hope to never need it".
Near noon, a young woman hurriedly ran to the entrance of the medical shop, holding a skinny child with tattered clothes, her eyes looking around blankly as if she had never seen a place as crowded and orderly as this.
"Please help the doctor." The woman spoke, her voice broken with fatigue and worry. "I found this child on the side of the road two days ago. I don't know where his parents are. He probably died in the recent flood upstream. I don't have the means to feed another mouth, but I also can't bear to leave him alone."
Tinh Yen stepped out, knelt down to the child's eye level, observed closely - a little girl about seven or eight years old, weak from lack of food for many days, but her eyes, although full of fear, still shone with an intelligence that could not be hidden even in the most difficult circumstances.
"What's your name?" She asked softly, her voice as gentle as possible.
The child did not answer immediately, just closed his lips tightly, his eyes lowered to look at his bare, muddy feet. Tinh Yen did not force him, just held out his hand, palm up, waiting.
"It's okay, you don't need to say it right now." She said. "Here, you will be fed well, treated if you are unwell, and no one will force you to do anything you don't want to do."
After a long moment of hesitation, the child gently placed his small, trembling hand in her palm. Tinh Yen squeezed gently, stood up, turned to thank the woman for bringing the child, then led the child inside, giving Nhuoc Lan a general health check before arranging a temporary place to stay in the boarding house for students.
In the afternoon, when the child was bathed, ate a bowl of hot porridge, and took a long nap, he woke up much more alert, curiously looking around the medicinal garden through the small window. Tinh Yen, taking advantage of her free time, brought him a small rice cake and sat down by the bed.
"Are you feeling better?" she asked.
The child nodded, then asked softly, his voice still timid. "What place is this?"
"This is Te Sinh Duong, a place of healing and teaching medicine." Tinh Yen replied, smiling. "If you want, you can stay here, learn how to recognize medicinal plants, how to heal others. But you don't have to learn if you don't like it, you will still be taken care of like the other children here."
The child was silent for a moment, looking out at the green garden outside, where several older students were diligently watering the newly planted medicinal beds. "Can I study?" He asked softly, his voice both hopeful and afraid of being rejected. "I... I'm illiterate, and I don't know anything about plants."
"My grandmother, who first taught me medicine, also started out as a child who knew nothing, just like you do now." Tinh Yen said, her eyes far away, remembering those early mornings on the wormwood hill. "The medical profession does not require you to know anything in advance, you just need to have a heart patient enough to learn, and generous enough to want to save others."
In the late afternoon, when the sunlight began to dye the medicinal garden yellow, Tinh Yen led the child behind the house, to the wormwood bed she first planted when she first set up her medical shop, exactly the same plant that grew on the small hill in Lach Dua last year. She plucked a leaf and brought it to the child's nose.
"Smell it." She said. "Look closely, the leaf has a chalky white underside, deeply serrated edges, and when crushed has a pungent yet fragrant smell - that is mugwort, which can cure stomachaches and stop bleeding. Do you remember?"
The child gently crumpled the leaf between two small fingers, brought it up to smell it, wrinkled her nose because of the strong smell, but then nodded firmly, just like the way an eight-year-old girl had nodded on another hill, more than twenty years ago.
"I remember." It said. "Smelly but dark."
"Good." Tinh Yen smiled slightly, a smile that was not ostentatious but filled with something much deeper than the simple joy of a teaching moment - as if, in that very moment, a circle that had lasted more than twenty years finally closed completely, to open a new circle.
That evening, after all the work for the day was completed, the whole restaurant gathered together to have a simple dinner on the porch - Ngan Ba Thuyen, Nhuoc Lan, Ton Ba Nghi, little Tep who was now quite grown up, along with nearly twenty students, big and small, and the new kid, still shy but starting to let out a small smile when his peers pulled him in to chat. Thanh Phong was also present, as usual whenever work allowed, sitting quietly observing that warm scene with a clear peace on his face.
After dinner, when the children had returned to their rooms to rest, Tinh Yen alone returned to the small altar behind the house, where the oil lamp that had been lit since morning was still burning, the fire had softened but was still steady and steadfast. She sat down in front of the altar, silent for a long time, letting the memories of Mrs. Khue, of Lieu Nguyen, of the long journey from an orphaned fishing village girl to the head of a medical clinic named after her, appear in her mind one after another.
"I have carried my grandmother's lamp, my master's, a very long way." She whispered, her voice as light as a breath. "And today, I just gave some of that light to another child, the same way you gave it to me."
She didn't cry. There were no more intense tears of pain or liberation like the previous nights. There was only a quiet, profound peace left, of a person who had gone through a long journey, had paid off the debt that the three generations before her shouldered, and was now witnessing that debt turned into a gift, continuing to be passed on to a new generation.
Thanh Phong came and stood quietly in the doorway, not rushing in, just looking at her sitting there in the warm oil lamp light, looking as calm and steady as the small fire in front of her. She felt his presence, turned slightly, smiled, then looked back at the lamp.
Outside, the East Sea breeze blows gently through the medicinal garden, carrying the scent of mugwort, honeysuckle, and the scent of countless herbs that have been cultivated over the past three years. In the distance, the sound of waves lapping the shore is like the breathing of a land that has revived after war. And in that small altar, the oil lamp still burned, not brightly, not ostentatiously, just quietly shining as it had for more than twenty years - from a small house in Lach Dua, through military medical camps in the midst of chaos, through the palace lights where the royal court hid many intrigues, and now, at the very place where it all originated.
That lamp will continue to burn for many more nights, many more years, not because it is an eternal flame that will never die, but because every time it is about to die, there will always be another hand - a new student, a rescued orphan, a generation after generation - ready to relight the oil, reignite the wick, so that the light will never truly go out.