Chapter 11
Chapter 11 — The Promise of a Demobilized Soldier
In the weeks that followed, although the company still had many difficulties to solve, the general atmosphere was much more optimistic than during the recent dark period. Weekend markets have gradually become a familiar activity, attracting more and more customers. Some regular customers even actively introduce friends and relatives to support them. Bao Chau continued to successfully negotiate with two more medium-sized distribution partners, not too large but enough to compensate for part of the lost revenue, helping the company gradually stabilize its cash flow.
In the process of reviving the company together, Thanh Phong and Bao Chau had countless opportunities to spend more time together, from late-night business meetings, trips together to meet new partners, to even simple meals they shared when working overtime. Each moment like that, the feelings between the two silently grow a little more, even though they both try to keep it within the framework of the relationship of colleagues and benefactors.
One night, when they both stayed late at the office to complete a set of documents to send to a new partner, a sudden shower fell on the city. The sound of rain falling on the factory's corrugated iron roof created a sound that was both intense and strangely soothing. Bao Chau was diligently checking each number on the spreadsheet, his hand raised to rub his eyes because he was tired, accidentally touching Thanh Phong's hand, who was also reaching for the pen on the table. They both stopped for a split second, their eyes met through the warm light of the table lamp, a short silence but enough to make both of their hearts beat faster than usual.
"Sorry." Bao Chau quickly withdrew his hand and bowed his head to hide his suddenly hot cheeks.
"No problem." Thanh Phong replied, his voice also unusually hoarse, then quickly switched to discussing a detail in the file to dispel the budding atmosphere of confusion between the two.
That night, when seeing Bao Chau out to the car in the middle of the rain that had stopped, Thanh Phong gave her his coat to avoid the cold. His hand gently touched her shoulder as he put the coat on. The seemingly simple gesture made them both feel more clearly than ever the growing affection between them, a feeling that neither of them dared to name because there were too many things stuck in their hearts.
A few days later, on a rare weekend morning without having to worry about company matters, Thanh Phong proactively offered to take baby An to school because Bao Chau had to go to the bank early. On the way, little An chirped and told him all kinds of stories at school, about her teacher, about her friends, about her dream of growing up to be a doctor to treat injured soldiers like her father in the past. Thanh Phong listened, his heart felt strangely warm, feeling like he was reliving a part of his childhood that he himself, because of the war, did not have the opportunity to fully enjoy.
"Uncle Phong, will you and my mother become a family in the future?" Baby An suddenly asked, her voice innocent and without any calculation of a child.
Thanh Phong was stunned by the unexpected question, not knowing how to answer properly. "Why do you ask that?"
"Because I see my mother is much happier since having you." Baby An replied, looking at him with clear eyes. "I just hope my mother is always as happy as that."
Thanh Phong rubbed her head, did not answer directly, just smiled gently. "I hope that too, An." That vague answer, although not an affirmation, was enough for the man who had gone through so many hardships on the battlefield to secretly nurture a hope for a new, more complete home for all three of them.
Another evening, after completing negotiations with a new partner in a neighboring province, Thanh Phong drove Bao Chau home, but instead of going straight, he turned onto a riverside road, where he could watch the sunset fall on the sparkling golden water.
"Mr. Phong, why did we go this way?" Bao Chau asked, a bit surprised.
"I think you need to rest a bit before going home to take care of baby An." He replied, his voice gentle. "You've been working so hard these past few weeks, I'm afraid you're exhausted."
The two stopped the car by the riverbank, sat on a stone bench, looking out at the slowly flowing water, the sunset dyed the sky into a brilliant orange-red strip. In that rare peaceful space, Bao Chau suddenly opened up and told Thanh Phong about her and Khang's memories, the first days they knew each other, and the difficulties they overcame together before having the stable life they have now.
"When Mr. Khang first met me, he was very poor, only had a prosthetic leg and a few old clothes, but he never let me lack affection." Bao Chau said, his voice was both nostalgic and a little emotional. "He always said, no matter how many things life takes away from you, as long as you have love and self-respect, you can still live a life worth living."
Thanh Phong listened quietly, his heart filled with complex emotions, both missing his deceased friend and feeling more clearly his feelings for the woman sitting next to him. He told her more memories about Khang that he had never shared before, about the times the two of them escaped the guards to go fishing in the stream, and about the letters Khang wrote to Bao Chau during the days when he was stationed far from home that he helped send.
"You know, Khang once told me that he was the luckiest person in his life to marry you." Thanh Phong said, his voice was deep and warm. "He said, not everyone is lucky enough to marry a woman as talented and resilient as you."
Bao Chau laughed lightly, his eyes were slightly watery, but they were tears of warmth, not sadness. "He always compliments me so much."
Silence enveloped both of them for a moment, only the sound of waves lapping gently against the shore and the sound of the afternoon wind rustling through the trees along the river. Thanh Phong turned to look at Bao Chau, his eyes contained something deeper than friendship, more than responsibility and a promise to the deceased.
"Sister Chau." He spoke up, his voice somewhat hesitant, rarely seen in a man who was always decisive like him. "Can I ask you an honest question?"
Bao Chau turned to look at him and nodded softly.
"Have you ever thought that after everything that has happened, you can open your heart to something new, even if just a little?" Thanh Phong asked, his eyes never leaving her face.
Bao Chau paused, his heart beating faster at that unexpected question. She bowed her head, looked down at her hands clasped together in her lap, her voice soft and full of hesitation. "I... I don't know, Mr. Phong. I still feel guilty every time I think about it, even though my reason tells me that life must go on."
"I don't want to force you to answer right now." Thanh Phong said, his voice was gentle but sincere. "I just want you to know, no matter how much time you need, I will still be here, waiting, not because of the promise with Khang anymore, but because of who you are, because of what I have felt all this time."
Bao Chau looked up at him. In her eyes, there was a tension between the past and the present, between her loyalty to her deceased husband and a new feeling that was quietly blooming in her heart. She didn't answer right away, just nodded slightly, a small gesture but enough for Thanh Phong to understand that the door to that woman's heart, although not yet open, was no longer closed as tightly as before.
They sat next to each other like that until the sunset finally disappeared, giving way to nightfall. Neither of them said another word, just letting that warm silence speak for itself about things that words are sometimes not enough to fully describe.
On the way home, when the car passed the martyrs' cemetery where Khang's grave was located, Bao Chau suddenly asked Thanh Phong to stop for a moment. The two of them walked in together, lit a stick of incense in front of the simple but always well-cared-for grave. Standing in front of his deceased friend's grave, Thanh Phong whispered in his heart as if reporting to Khang about everything that had happened, about the company, about Bao Chau, about the new feelings growing inside him that he was still hesitant to fully admit. Bao Chau stood next to him, her eyes gently looking at the tombstone, seemingly silently asking her deceased husband's permission to once again open her heart to receive happiness, even though the road ahead still had many uncertainties.