Chapter 5 — I Will Never Wait For You Again

16More than a month passed. His assistant used many methods, but still could not find Lam Yen. Luc Dinh An hired the best experts to investigate, but there was still no trace of her. For the first time, he felt defeated. He always thought that as long as he wanted to look, he would definitely find her. Unexpectedly, I didn't get anything. Over the past month, there was New Year's Eve, there was Lunar New Year... However, she didn't send him a message, didn't make a phone call. She didn't even send Luc Tinh Da a greeting on the occasion of the New Year. Outside, white snow fell, and the cold wind whistled in waves. The house was warm, but also very empty. Luc Dinh An looked around the house. Everything in this house was bought by him himself. Even wedding photos were taken according to his preferences. In this house, nothing belongs to Lam Yen. There is no trace that she ever existed in this house. At this moment, he believed that she really wanted to leave him. He never thought she would leave him. Unexpectedly, she was so decisive. Obviously, she was once so infatuated with him. He is still waiting for her to regret, waiting for her to find him. But now, he realized, he couldn't wait any longer. Luc Dinh An picked up the phone and looked at the date on the screen. Then he took the car keys and left the house. 17February 17 was the anniversary of his grandmother's death. To avoid meeting the Luc family, I deliberately arrived a day late. It started to snow lightly again. Just like the year my grandmother passed away, so cold. I stood in front of her grave for a long, long time. Remember the words she said before she passed away. "Yen Yen, don't dream about Dinh An, it's not suitable for you, understand?" "Even though he saved you, you don't need to consider him as a god." "He's just a normal person, has many shortcomings, he doesn't care about others, nor does he care about anyone's feelings, he's really not as good as you think..." "Saving you has probably used up all his kindness in his life." then." "Yen Yen, don't step into the sea of suffering." The cold wind blew my hair, snowflakes fell on my face, it was cold. I was like a child who made a mistake, sobbing in front of my grandmother's grave: "Grandma, I'm sorry, I didn't listen to you." "He was not my suffering, but my faith at that time." "Even though what I went through, the pain was greater than the joy, but I never regretted going through this with him." I don't know how long I stood there. Only when I raised my head did I realize it was dark. The snow has stopped falling. Above his head was a bright moon, shining like a large lamp. I turned around and left. Walking slowly in the middle of such a quiet night. Think about your past, and your future. Luckily, things weren't too bad. I still have a chance to start over again.18I don't know how long I've been gone. Just by raising my head, I arrived at my grandmother's old house. Where I lived for many years. Everything here is exactly the same as before, not changed at all. Someone regularly comes to clean and repair, so the house is not run down and very clean. The surrounding was quiet, only the cold wind blew. I raised my hand to enter the password. The password did not change, the door immediately opened. Inside the house, Luc Dinh An was always waiting, right behind the door. Hearing the noise, his heart beat faster. He shook his head slightly, just like a 17 or 18 year old boy. I didn't expect that, as soon as I opened the door, I immediately saw Luc Dinh An. In such a situation, suddenly a person appeared. Before I could see clearly, I screamed in surprise, then immediately turned around and ran away. But as soon as he turned around, Luc Dinh An grabbed him. He pulled

I went inside the house, then closed the door. Luc Dinh An gritted his teeth and said: "Finally found you." "Let go!" He didn't let go, but squeezed my chin tightly, then kissed me hard on my lips. Even though Luc Dinh An still has someone else in his heart. But he always seemed infatuated with me, especially in things like this, he often kissed very intensely. If it were before, maybe I would have been carried away. But now, I just feel extremely disgusted. In anger, I slapped him directly in the face. I used all my strength, my palms were numb, and immediately, fingerprints were clearly printed on his face. Luc Dinh An has never been beaten by anyone, let alone beaten in the face. His eyes became gloomy when looking at me. My eyes heated up, tears unconsciously fell. I turned around to open the door and leave. But Luc Dinh An blocked the door: "If you've already fought, do you still want to leave?" I turned my back to him, it took a while to regain my composure. I used to put all my feelings and trust in him. But in the end, it was all just a sad farce. "Luc Dinh An, I told you, I will not regret the divorce." Luc Dinh An looked at the top of my head, still asking: "Is it because of Le Tu?" I was annoyed: "No." No matter what, Le Tu is just an outsider. I understand clearly, you will not love me, nor will you care about me. Such a marriage really has no meaning anymore. There was a time when I thought that just loving you was enough. But now, I realize I overestimated myself. Who can love someone forever without expecting anything? Life is very short, but also very long. Tormenting yourself will make you become a crazy person, hated by everyone. Luc Dinh An held my wrist tightly, not letting me leave: "I used to like her, but that's in the past. There's nothing between me and her." I was extremely frustrated and pushed his hand away. "Nothing? So what?" "Did you think of me when you were constantly with her for several months? Did you think of me when you openly flirted with her in front of everyone? After I left, you and she appeared together everywhere, did you think of me at that time?" "After enjoying the fun with both women, now you tell me it's nothing?" "Luc Dinh An, I'm not your dog, call me to come, chase me away." "You have been very grateful to me, I always didn't want you to become someone who makes me feel disgusted." "But you have turned yourself into that person." Luc Dinh An looked down at me, his throat moved for a moment, but he couldn't say a word. His face darkened, I knew he was very angry. Who wouldn't be angry when others expose their ugliest side? But no one cares about his feelings. I smiled softly: "Luc Dinh An, I don't want to break up in bitterness and hatred." "I hope you complete the divorce procedure soon, so that we don't have to see each other again in the future." Luc Dinh An laughed coldly: "You can't coax, right? Lam Yen, how long are you going to be stubborn?" You coax me? What a ridiculous thing. "General Manager Luc, you don't think I'm bowing my head and begging for your pity, do you?" After saying that, I immediately left, not even looking back at him once.