Chapter 6 — I Will Never Wait For You Again

19The courtyard became quiet again, with only the sound of the cold wind whistling around my ears. The cold is bone-chilling. Luc Dinh An stood there for a long time. It was so long that his whole body became numb from the cold wind blowing. He has always been arrogant and has never bowed to women. Le Tu ran away on his wedding day, which certainly made him unhappy, but he did not lose or become depressed because of that. He never really bowed his head. Just a few lines of emotionless messages from him were enough to make Le Tu unable to let go. So when he got married, Le Tu contacted him. At that moment, hearing Le Tu's voice over the phone, he felt the sweetness of victory. After that, Le Tu continuously texted him, thinking that he was like a dog waiting for her alms. When his son was born, Le Tu said he was her son. He never objected, because letting her indulge in her self-created illusion and then destroying that illusion was the sweetest revenge. That's right. He has never had deep feelings for Le Tu. She ran away on the wedding day, making him lose face and becoming a laughing stock for the whole city. Luc Dinh An, how can I forget that humiliation? So, when everyone thought he was depressed, missed Le Tu, thought he married Lam Yen just to annoy her, he never explained. The rumors kept spreading, and eventually everyone believed it was true. Even Le Tu. So, Le Tu got divorced. The first thing she did after the divorce was return to her country. And he didn't let her down. At the company's anniversary party, he deliberately wore the shirt she once gave him, with the word "Tu" embroidered on the collar. That day, Le Tu, from a haughty princess, became a woman willing to volunteer herself for him. She thought he was going to divorce her and marry her. I just find it funny. Does she really think Luc Dinh An is a lover? He knew Lam Yen witnessed that scene. But he didn't care about her feelings. No matter how she felt, she would adjust it herself. The next time she meets him, she will still be the same woman who is infatuated with him. So when she said she wanted a divorce, he didn't pay attention. He continued to publicly appear with Le Tu everywhere. Let everyone think that you can't live without Le Tu. Just when Le Tu thought he would divorce her and marry her, he completely turned cold. He didn't text her anymore, nor did he take the initiative to meet her. At first, she remained arrogant. But gradually, she lost all self-respect, went to his marital home, and boldly went to his old house to wish his grandmother a long life. That was the result he expected. What he likes best is watching those who once trampled on him kneel at his feet like a dog. When everything calmed down. He just realized that his wife had disappeared without a trace. She is not like he thought, she will adjust her emotions and return to him. Even when he personally sought her out, she did not want to return home with him. At this time, he truly realized that Lam Yen really wanted to completely leave his life. The words she said were all sarcastic, hitting his heart. Turns out she knew it all. She understands him well. So, she doesn't need him. 20I left my grandmother's old house and went very far. The sky started to snow again. The impermanence of life, just a moment ago the sky was clear and cloudless, now it is dark and snowing. Maybe because I kept walking, the cold wind blew past me and I didn't feel cold anymore. On both sides of the road, people walk in groups of three or five people. Some people don't have umbrellas but still bask in the snow, some people hold their own umbrellas, and some people have their umbrellas covered by others. Some people are thoughtful, some are calm, some laugh happily. In the past, every time it was sunny

bad, I always hope Luc Dinh An can hold an umbrella and come to me. Cover me with an umbrella, walk with me through storms, and tell me your vows of love. But every time I laugh at myself. Luc Dinh An only held an umbrella for me once, which was a rare thing. Yet I still hope that you will cover me with an umbrella for the rest of my life. What kind of person are you, how can you indulge in holding an umbrella for a woman? I stopped. Close your eyes. Snowflakes fell on my face, freezing cold. After a while, I wiped the cold snow off my face, then went to a store to buy an umbrella. Covering yourself with an umbrella turned out to be not as difficult as I thought. 21 Three days later, after work, at the gate of Nam Thi company, I saw Luc Tinh Da. The boy was only five years old, but his face looked as serious as an adult's. The boy felt a bit uncomfortable and awkwardly turned his head towards me: "Mom." This appearance of unwillingly bowing his head is exactly like his father. It's true that genes are powerful. No matter how I tried to educate him, I couldn't overcome the cold and indifferent nature of his bloodline. It is my child. There is no mother in this world who does not love her children. I put all my love and dedication into it. But unfortunately, not all children love their mother. As long as others give it what it wants, it is ready to believe and be cold and hate me. I tried not to be calculating with him, after all he is still just a child. But on the night of his birthday, he said words that hurt me to the core. After I left, he still happily celebrated his birthday with the people he considered closest. Le Tu held him in his arms, but the boy did not remember his mother. I became a joke in everyone's eyes. As for his father and him, he didn't care, letting everything go with the flow. I looked down at the boy's cold face. I gently said: "I'm not wrong, it's my fault. I shouldn't have given birth to you, otherwise I wouldn't have a mother like you." The boy looked up at me, a bit confused and worried in his eyes. I didn't bend down to comfort the boy, but just continued: "Now you can choose your own mother. If you think anyone is worthy of being your mother, just tell your father directly." "Your father told you to come here, right? If it wasn't for him, you probably wouldn't remember who I am for the rest of your life?" "Actually, having a child like you, I also feel very disappointed." "You go, go back and tell Luc Dinh An that there's no need to do things." It's no use anymore." I walked away without looking back. But just after two steps, I heard Luc Tinh Da quickly call out: "Mom, dad didn't tell me to come, I wanted to come." The boy's voice carried the frustration and innocence of a child. It's been a long time since I've seen such a Luc Tinh Da. My heart sank, but I didn't turn around. Without me, he can still live happily. I continued walking. Not far away, I saw a black car parked on the side of the road. Without looking, I knew there was Luc Dinh An inside the car. Anyway, he also cares about his son very much. Would never leave a five year old standing alone like that. Seeing that I didn't turn around, Luc Dinh An finally couldn't bear it and got out of the car. He angrily pulled my hand: "Lam Yen, Tinh Da is only five years old, would you have the heart to leave him like that?" I pushed his hand away and looked at him coldly: "Do you know he's only five years old? So why did you let others divide the relationship between mother and child? Why did everyone say bad things about his mother in front of him?" "And you, you did it."

A good example for him." "What right do you have to blame me?" "Isn't this the outcome you all want?" Extreme anger made me calmer. I looked at Luc Dinh An and suddenly burst into laughter. "I know what you think. You just want to use me to deal the final blow to Le Tu." "You not divorcing me is the strongest weapon to hurt her." "Luc Dinh An, you really can't give in at all." "No wonder, Le Tu doesn't need you."