Chapter 3
Chapter 3 — Post-Divorce Rebound: Claiming My Daughter and Starting Over
The USB drive, which had been my constant companion for years, felt worn and rough against my palm. Its outer shell was battered, yet it remained as resilient as the day I first held it. Inside were the silent savings I had managed to scrape together over five years of masquerading as the wife of the Co family—treasures that never belonged to that house. They represented the foundation upon which my daughter and I would build a future. A light drizzle brushed against my face, piercingly cold, but it served to sharpen my resolve. I did not look back. Not even once.
Our new apartment was a humble forty-square-meter space facing south, featuring a small balcony. On the day we moved in, the sunlight was exquisite. It poured through the pristine glass, casting long, golden streaks across the polished floor and illuminating the face of my daughter, Nuannuan. For the first time, she dared to lift her head and look around.
"Mommy..." Her voice was a mere whisper, laced with hesitation. "Is it... is it really just the two of us here?"
What she was truly asking was this: Will there be no brothers storming into the room to snatch her toys? No grandmother scowling and calling her a harbinger of bad luck? No father who was always "too busy" to notice her existence? And no Aunt Vyvy, who wore a gentle mask while secretly pinching the tender skin of her arms? A sharp, stinging pain bloomed in my chest. I crouched down and pulled her slight, thin frame into my arms.
"Yes," I replied, my voice choking with emotion. "It is just you and Mommy. This is our home."
I pressed my forehead against hers. "Here, Nuannuan, you can speak as loudly as you like. You can run and jump wherever you please. You can leave your favorite things anywhere you want. You don't have to be afraid ever again."
Nuannuan buried her face in the hollow of my neck. After a long silence, she let out a soft, tentative affirmation. In that small sound, I heard a flicker of joy—a fragile, cautious delight.
The process of settling in was stark, bordering on sparse. All I had brought out of the Co estate were two weathered suitcases containing the few clothes that truly belonged to us, and an old, locked chest of painting supplies—items that Co Dinh Tham had never cared to notice. I had taken nothing else. The jewelry, the designer handbags, the seasonal fashion trends—all those trinkets that had bought me the title of "Mrs. Co"—now felt like nothing more than a humiliating mockery.
I used the remainder of my liquid cash to pay three months' rent in advance and to purchase basic bedding, pots, and utensils. The dwindling number in my bank account hit me with the crushing weight of reality. Co Dinh Tham had frozen every supplemental card in my name. I had expected as much. Even the initial "settlement" promised in the divorce agreement had not been transferred. The document, drafted by his own lawyers, had been so draconian it felt like charity. At the time, I had been so desperate to escape that I signed it without a proper glance. Looking back, I realized the entire thing was a trap.
But perhaps Co Dinh Tham had forgotten, or perhaps he had never truly known, the woman I was at twenty-two. That girl had worked three jobs simultaneously just to afford art supplies. She had spent nights hunched over her easel, working until she collapsed from exhaustion right there in her studio. Five years of marriage had dulled the edges of my stubbornness and grit, but they had not erased them. They had only been dormant. Now, it was time for them to awaken.
The first priority was Nuannuan. I took her to the local health clinic for a comprehensive check-up. The results made my heart ache. She was suffering from chronic malnutrition and mild anemia. Even more concerning was her clear psychological trauma; she was fearful of strangers, terrified of sudden noises, and profoundly lacking any sense of security. The doctor tactfully suggested professional child counseling. I looked down at Nuannuan, who was pressed tightly against my chest, her entire body trembling at the mere sight of the physician.