Chapter 1 — Soon You Don't Return Forever

Verdict: It has been the fifth year since the day the army took away my son's wife. Bui Thua Dien has always hated me as a remarried woman. He often takes pleasure in humiliating me in bed every night. He asked me: "The places I have been to... has your husband ever been to?" Therefore, within five years, I gave birth to three children in a row. After Bui Thua Dien ascended the throne, all the princes were born to me alone. Giving birth consecutively causes our body to become seriously exhausted. After another difficult birth, I bled to death. Bui Thua Dien disregarded the organization and remained at sea for seven days, personally carrying my funeral coffin. But on the way to the funeral, he happened to meet Sister Dich, whose appearance resembled me three times. So, despite the protests of his courtiers, he made Sister Dich the Queen, making up for all the guilt he had for me on her. Even the two women and one man that I risked my life to give birth to were forced by him to respect Sister Dich as the Queen Mother. Living another life... I was truly afraid of giving birth to my very bones. Therefore, when Sister Dich eagerly called me to acupuncture to help Bui Thua Dien who was seriously injured and in a coma, I almost instinctively refused: "You and your cousin Co will be married in seven days. If you casually take off the clothes of a strange man to do acupuncture, I'm afraid it will be against the law."... Perhaps I did not expect that a person who has always been gentle and shy like me would dare to refuse. My sister immediately let go of her hand that was supporting Bui Thua Dien's tall, handsome body, and quickly held me as I turned around to leave, both gently advising and implicitly threatening: "Men and women are separated from each other, but they are just worldly rituals. And the way of medicine is to help the world out of kindness, why do we have to follow the rules? Isn't saving one person's life better than keeping hundreds of rules?" Embroidered with a four-clawed dragon, with an extraordinary noble temperament. Look, this must be the current Crown Prince Bui Thua Dien. If the person who ascends the throne in the future remembers the favor of saving his life and repays us, won't it only be beneficial and not harmful?" "If you don't save people and let people die for unknown reasons in your room, when the investigation comes, it will be difficult for not only us sisters, but also Han Lam Palace to escape." Don't get involved." I slowly lowered my eyes. Mustered up the courage to look towards Bui Thua Dien. His face was full of blood, but still so handsome that it surprised people. I suddenly shivered. In my previous life... It was because of this one life-saving attempt that after ascending the throne, Bui Thua Dien disregarded everything and took away a person like me who had a husband and entered the palace. But he criticized me for being a remarried woman, forcing me to serve him on the bed every night. He grabbed my chin and kissed me aggressively. It was clear that he was doing the most intimate and joyful thing in the world with me, but in those long and narrow phoenix eyes, there was only coldness, without a single trace of joy. Even during lovemaking, he deliberately humiliated me: "I heard that a woman never forgets her first man in her whole life. So the places I have been to... has your husband ever been to?" I was both embarrassed and angry, trembling and scolding him: "Kiss! Shameless! Low class!" He smiled faintly, bowed his head and used his cold lips to block my mouth, his voice low and menacing: "Dare to scold me one more time." Also, it's the sin of the Nine Clans." "You also don't want your cousin, your childhood friend, to be beheaded by me, right?" I was so scared that I immediately fell silent. Don't dare to resist anymore, let him do whatever he wants. It wasn't until he was tormented to the point that his whole body was as soft as mud that he sat up and stood up. After finishing dressing, he called the palace maids in and told them to put soft pillows under my waist, just so that I would soon become pregnant, cutting it off.

intention to escape from the palace. I was almost naked, forced to lie in a position with my head low and my feet high, like a puppet being controlled by a human. Later, in just three years, I gave birth to two daughters in a row. Because the pain was unbearable, I secretly took contraceptive pills. Unexpectedly, he was discovered by Bui Thua Dien. He got angry and broke the bowl and pulled me onto the bed. Throughout the entire process, he didn't say a word, just tormented me over and over again, even more brutally than before. At the last moment, he bit my neck and asked in a hoarse voice: "You don't want to give birth to me?" "So who do you want to give birth to?" "For that useless cousin who never passes the exam?" Right in that moment... I really felt his killing intent. I even felt... he really wanted to bite me to death. I close my eyes. Tears from pain kept falling, but from beginning to end there was no resistance. I just thought... If I was really bitten to death by him, maybe it would be more comfortable than having to continue giving birth. "What a weakness." Bui Thua Dien's satisfied voice rang out in my ear. Perhaps seeing that I was crying too hard, his movements finally calmed down. He reached out and hugged me, his voice softening a bit. "When you give birth to a prince for me, I will make you Queen." "Your background is not high, and it is no longer pure. If you don't have a prince to support you, I'm afraid it will be difficult to make people obey you." That high-minded tone was still cold and noble as before. It's like... The fact that he was willing to give the position of Queen to a remarried woman like me was the greatest grace. However... the holy order to confer the title of Empress had not yet been issued.