Chapter 5 — Soon You Don't Return Forever

What caught my eye were Bui Thua Dien's deep phoenix eyes. The cold, white, gloomy face in the dream gradually became clearer. He slowly withdrew his hand. There were still two rows of teeth marks clearly visible on his arm. Right after that. He violently tore open my inner shirt. "To Yeu." "You're so good." "Dare to dream of another man." Despite my struggles. He held me down on the bed and kissed me like crazy. "You and Co Nghien Chi..." "We've kissed like that before, right?" "A free-spirited woman like you..." "Is there anything else you wouldn't dare do?" "First kiss." "First night." "I gave it all to you." "And yet you never knew how to appreciate it!" "It's clear that in this life..." "Your first man is me." "Why are you me?" still can't forget him?" "In what way am I inferior to him?"... It turns out... Bui Thua Dien has also been reincarnated. Can't escape him. All the pent-up frustrations suddenly exploded. I raised my hand and slapped him hard in the face. "Pop!" The sound of slapping rang out loudly in the quiet palace. Tears welled up. I ignored everything and poured out all my resentment on him. Whatever words are hardest to hear, I will say them. I just wish I could anger him to the extreme so that he would immediately kill me. "How long do you want to torture me?" "Isn't killing me enough in your previous life?" "In this life..." "The one who saved you was not me." "And yet you are still indifferent." "Clinging to me and not letting go." "Even my husband was forced to death by you!" "You are the son of heaven." "Want to What kind of woman doesn't have one?" "Then why do you insist on returning kindness to me with hatred?" "Torture?" "Return kindness with resentment?" Bui Thua Dien softly repeated those two sentences. The corners of her beautiful lips curled slightly. He bowed his head, thick-faced and kissed my mouth again. "Could it be..." "I've never made you happy even once?" "Could it be..." "You've never had even half a heart for me..." I bit him so hard that he bled his lips. The sweet, fishy smell immediately spread throughout the mouth. I hated him and interrupted him. "Never!" He gasped. Losing control, I clenched my hands. Pressed above the top of the head. The phoenix's bloodshot eyes were filled with anger. "I don't believe it!" I tried to regulate my disordered breathing. Get close to his ear. While shedding tears, she softly said: "There is never a moment when I don't regret." "If I could go back..." "That night..." "I absolutely would not have saved you." "If not..." "Brother Nghien Chi would not have died because of me." Bui Thua Dien's body suddenly stiffened. That night. All the porcelain in Kun Ninh palace was smashed by him. Everywhere there was only chaos left. … Not long after that argument. The doctor checked my pulse and suddenly diagnosed... I was pregnant. Bui Thua Dien angrily tapped each beat on the throne. He was silent for a long time, then hesitated to speak: "Every time before you impregnated me, I also took birth control pills." "How could the Queen have an abortion?" The words just ended. The doctor who was checking my pulse immediately knelt down. Sweat as big as beans rolled down his forehead, even his voice trembled: "Your majesty... your majesty..." "Your majesty's pulse... really shows..." "Your majesty has been married for two months..." "If you count backwards..." "Your majesty must have been consecrated on the night of the twenty-ninth of February..." The twenty-ninth of February... That was the night Co Nghien Chi and I got married. My whole body kept shaking. A feeling of disgust, almost ingrained in every inch of skin, spread throughout the body. Bui Thua Dien waved his hand. Signaled the doctor to step down. Then... He carefully knelt on one knee in front of me. The hand gently caressed my still flat lower abdomen. The joy in his eyes could not be hidden no matter how. "Yeu Yeu." "This is your and my child." "The child I dreamed of on the first night we became married." He raised his head to look at me. Eyes full

beg. The handsome face was so happy that it was almost crazy. "I swear to you with my life." "He will be my only child in this life." "I absolutely will not let you suffer the pain of giving birth a second time." "If I break my oath..." "May I be pierced through the heart with ten thousand arrows, my death will not be kind." My chest hurt so much that I could suffocate. If I give birth to this child... I will be bound by it again. Exactly like the previous life. Forever imprisoned next to the crazy Bui Thua Dien. We have to think of a way... We have to quickly escape from him. Perhaps realized something. Bui Thua Dien suddenly stood up. One hand picked me up and placed me on the throne. He lifted my chin. Forcing me to look straight into his eyes. The voice was both impatient and humble to the end. "Why are you not happy?" "Do you hate me..." "Or do you hate my child?" "If you were to be Co Nghien Chi's child..." "Wouldn't you be happy too?" I clenched my fist. Slowly take a deep breath. Try to suppress the hatred in your heart. Want to escape from here. The only thing I can take advantage of right now... is Bui Thua Dien's never-ending desire for me. I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck. Get closer. The faint scent of ambergris on his lips immediately filled the tip of his nose. Two lifetimes combined... This is the first time I proactively called him in a soft voice. "Brother Thua Dien." These four words... were originally the way he forced me to call him every time I was in bed. Now... Becoming the only thing that can control him. "Let's..." "Let's not argue anymore, okay?" Bui Thua Dien looked down at me from above. His face remained cold and expressionless. Only the corners of my lips... I couldn't help but curl up a little. I raised my head. Proactively accept defeat. Gently pressed her lips to his slightly cold lips. His body suddenly stiffened. Long eyelashes trembled slightly. Just half a beat later.