Chapter 28
Chapter 28 — The Language of Hands
The final months of grade 12 passed at breakneck speed, drawing Thao Nguyen into the cycle of studying for graduation exams and preparing university admission documents. The packed extra class schedule meant she didn't have as much time to devote to the club as before, but instead of feeling tormented like she did during the preparation phase for the No Distance Festival, this time she felt much more secure, knowing that the club had a solid foundation, no longer completely dependent on a few individuals.
Minh Thu, as Gia Bach predicted, gradually became the new main face of the club, confidently leading classes to guide new members, and coordinating smoothly with Ms. Xuan and Mr. Phuc in maintaining regular exchange sessions at Lang Coffee. Thao Nguyen and Gia Bach, although busier with exam preparation, still tried to arrange to stop by once a week, no longer in the main leading role, but as companions and gentle advisors to the next generation.
"Do you think Minh Thu did well?" Gia Bach asked one afternoon, when the two sat in a familiar corner of Lang Coffee, observing Minh Thu instructing a group of new students how to sign the alphabet, just like Gia Bach had done with Thao Nguyen nearly a year ago.
"Much better than me back then," Thao Nguyen laughed, recalling her own silly symbol confusions during her first lessons. "Looking at him, I feel like I'm watching a more confident version of myself in the past."
"Everyone has their own journey to maturity," Gia Bach replied, gently holding her hand under the table. "But I think, your journey is the journey I'm most proud to witness."
On late nights studying for exams, when Thao Nguyen's mind was as tense as a string due to the pressure of homework, she still kept a small habit just for Binh An - fifteen minutes before going to bed, she would put her books aside and go down to his room, not to teach or learn any more symbols, but simply to sit with him and watch a short movie with subtitles, or listen to him talk about the new painting he was sketching. That small but regular habit, even though it only takes up a small amount of time in a busy day, has become what Thao Nguyen cherishes most, a living testament to the fact that she has learned how to balance, not letting any pressure, no matter how legitimate, take her away from what is truly important.
Hai Yen, who is also busy studying for her own exams, still occasionally stops by Thao Nguyen's house to study in groups, and during short breaks, the two of them review many memories of a tumultuous senior year - from the impulsive club registration session, to the half-laughing and crying confusion of signs, to the tearful crisis period after the first event. "I think this year is the most eventful school year ever," Hai Yen commented, sipping a cup of milk tea and flipping through the pages of her notebook. "But it was also the year you changed the most, in a good way."
"Thank you for always being by my side throughout the journey," Thao Nguyen said, gently squeezing her best friend's hand. "Without you, I would have given up a long time ago."
In mid-May, the high school graduation exam took place over three stressful days. Thao Nguyen walked out of the final exam room with an indescribable feeling of relief, not only because she had completed the most important exam of a student's life, but also because she clearly felt that, no matter what the results were, she had had a more meaningful senior year than anything she had ever imagined when entering the school year with a feeling of guilt and uncertainty.
Outside the exam school gate, Gia Bach was waiting, holding a bottle of cool water and a small bar of chocolate. "How's the exam?" he asked, his eyes mixed with worry and excitement.
"I think it's okay," Thao Nguyen replied, smiling tiredly but with relief. "Anyway, it's over."
"It's really done," Gia Bach smiled, pulling her into a short hug right in the middle of a crowd of parents and students chatting about the exam questions. "I'm proud of you."
The school's coming of age and graduation ceremony were held at the end of May, in the school's large hall - the same place Thao Nguyen first entered nearly a year ago to attend the Sign Language Club introduction. Sitting in the middle of a row of 12th grade students in neat uniforms, she couldn't help but feel nostalgic when recalling that fateful afternoon. Her eyes were glued to Gia Bach standing on the podium, never imagining how far the journey ahead would take her.
Thao Nguyen's family was present at the ceremony, sitting in the audience seats reserved for parents. Binh An, even though he was not yet at graduation age, also asked for permission to miss a day of school to witness his sister's important moment, sitting next to her parents, holding a small homemade sign, writing the words "Congratulations, Ms. Nguyen" with a familiar drawing of two hands clasped together.
When it was the Sign Language Club's turn to be invited on stage to receive certificates of merit for their outstanding contributions during the school year, the Principal especially mentioned the names of Thao Nguyen and Gia Bach as two typical faces who initiated and led the club to proud achievements. When stepping onto the stage, Thao Nguyen looked down at the audience seats and saw her mother's tear-filled eyes, her father's proud smile, and especially Binh An holding up a small sign, smiling from ear to ear, waving his other hand excitedly.
Receiving the certificate of merit from the Principal, Thao Nguyen turned down and gestured towards Binh An with a short sentence that only the two sisters could fully understand: "Thank you." Binh An, although sitting quite far from the stage, still saw clearly and responded with a bright smile and a firm nod.
After the ceremony, when everyone gathered to take souvenir photos in front of the school gate, Thao Nguyen ran to hug Hai Yen. They both cried and laughed while recalling memories of their four years of high school together. Ms. Xuan also came to congratulate, her eyes filled with pride as she looked at her two favorite students in neat graduation uniforms. "I believe the club will develop further thanks to the foundation you have built," she said, hugging Thao Nguyen gently. "Thank you for not giving up, even though there were difficult times that seemed insurmountable."
Binh An also squeezed into the middle of the crowd, held up her small sign in front of her father's camera lens, stood next to her sister, posing for photos, smiling endlessly. Thao Nguyen's family took dozens of photos in front of the school gate, each photo captured a different radiant moment - there was a photo of the whole family signing the word "love", there was a photo of Binh An holding up a homemade sign, there was a photo of Thao Nguyen and Gia Bach standing next to each other, hand in hand, looking happily at the camera.
While everyone was still busy taking photos, Gia Bach pulled Thao Nguyen to a private corner, away from the noisy crowd. "I want to give you this," he said, taking out a small notebook from his pocket, with a dark brown leather cover, different from her old notebook with worn corners. "Your old notebook is probably running out of pages. I think you'll need a new one for the journey ahead."
Thao Nguyen opened the notebook and saw that on the first page, Gia Bach had already written a line in neat handwriting: "To Thao Nguyen - the person who taught me that mistakes do not define a person, the way that person chooses to correct their mistakes is important. Thank you for letting me be a part of your journey."
Tears once again welled up in Thao Nguyen's eyes, this time they were tears of complete happiness without any hint of sadness. "Thank you," she said, hugging him tightly in the middle of a school campus bustling with the laughter of hundreds of other students also saying goodbye to their high school. "I don't know what I would do if I didn't see you this year."
"Me too," Gia Bach replied, tightening his arms around her. "But on the road ahead, we still have many things to explore together, right?"
Thao Nguyen nodded and looked up at him, her eyes filled with confidence in a future that now she no longer feels scared when thinking about, even though she knows that there are still many unanswered questions ahead - about university, about possible geographical distance, about countless other unknown things of upcoming adulthood. But for the first time, she welcomed that uncertainty not with familiar anxiety, but with a firm belief that, no matter what happened, she had enough courage, enough loved ones by her side, to face it to the fullest.