Chapter 3
Chapter 3 — Unprocessed Photos
"Just watch" — Bao Nghi promised herself all Thursday morning, repeating it over and over again like a mantra to calm the nervousness coiling in her stomach every time she thought about walking through the black painted wooden door at the end of block B.
But at the end of school, when she actually stood in front of that door, her hand on the knob, she heard a strange voice inside - not the voice of Minh Khang, Dinh Phong, or anyone she had heard through the door a few days ago, but a middle-aged male voice, sharp and somewhat harsh.
She stopped, her arms dropped, then instinctively retreated behind a nearby pillar - the familiar observation position she had used the day before.
"I'm telling you this frankly," that voice rang out. Its owner stood hidden behind the half-open door, but through his appearance and voice, Bao Nghi guessed that it was Mr. Dat, Vice Principal in charge of facilities, whom she had seen inspecting functional rooms at the beginning of the school year. "In the next renovation, the school needs to add at least three more afternoon classrooms for the enrichment program. Block B is the only area with empty space. This room," he tapped lightly on the door frame, "is on the list to be considered first."
A short silence covered the room. Bao Nghi held his breath and leaned closer to the pillar.
"Teacher," Minh Khang's voice said, not shaking even though he was clearly facing a decision that could wipe out the entire club. "I understand that the school is lacking classrooms. But I hope you will give us a chance to prove that this room is worth keeping, before the final decision is made."
"Prove it how? With a few landscape photos taped to the wall?" Mr. Dat asked, his tone was not disdainful but clearly skeptical. "I don't deny that students have passion, but schools need practical reasons, not emotional ones. Nowadays, every student has a smartphone, takes photos, edits them, and posts them online in just a few seconds. Spending effort and money to maintain a dark room to develop photos with chemicals and plastic film - I really ask, how many students still care about that?"
Bao Nghi felt her heart tighten hearing that question, as if it was questioning the very value of what she had silently nurtured for the past three years.
"If you just need a beautiful photo, teacher, then the phone is enough," Minh Khang replied, his voice calm but firm, without any hesitation. "But this dark room doesn't just teach students how to develop a photo. It teaches us patience — we have to wait for the right time to soak in chemicals, we can't fast-forward, we can't take a picture right away if it fails. It teaches us to look more closely before shooting, because each roll of film only has thirty-six styles, not infinite like on the phone. And most importantly, teacher, it gives us a space where we can really slow down, together, no screens, no notifications, no notifications. filter. This whole school, I don't think there's that much space left."
Teacher Dat did not respond immediately. Bao Nghi, through the crack in the door, saw his figure standing still, seemingly pondering.
"I took a look at the list of the club's awards in recent years," he said after a while, his voice a little less harsh. "There's no denying it, there are some pretty impressive works. That's some pen name, The Watcher, right?"
Bao Nghi almost let out a gasp. She pressed her back tightly against the pillar, her heart beating rapidly.
"Yes," Minh Khang replied, and Bao Nghi could clearly hear a sudden caution in his voice, as if he was stepping over a thin patch of ground. "That's one of the best authors to ever submit to the school photo contest."
"So why not invite that person to publicly stand as the face representing the club? Having a name, a story to convince the board of directors will be much easier than rhetoric about patience," Mr. Dat said, not without reason.
Bao Nghi held his breath waiting for the answer, his palms suddenly clenched.
"I can't do that, teacher," Minh Khang replied, his voice so decisive that it surprised Bao Nghi. "That author has his own reasons for keeping his identity a secret, and I think it's their right, not something I can bargain with in exchange for a room, no matter how important that room is to me. If one day they voluntarily come into the light, I will be the happiest. But I won't force anyone to do that, teacher, even for a reason I believe is just."
Standing behind the pillar, Bao Nghi felt a wave of emotion rising up her throat, so intense that she had to put her hand over her mouth to keep from making any noise. He could have used her — her very existence, her reputation as "The Watcher" — to save what he cared about most, and he refused to do so, even in front of the one person who had the power to decide the fate of the club.
Teacher Dat was silent for a long time, then let out a breath and his voice softened significantly. "Okay. I'll give you until the end of this semester. If the exhibition you plan to organize is enough to convince the administration that this room brings real value to students, I will support keeping it in the renovation plan. But if not..." he let the sentence hang in the air, there was no need to complete it, the meaning was clear enough.
"Thank you, teacher," Minh Khang said, his voice a bit relieved but still maintaining the necessary seriousness.
Footsteps rang out, and Bao Nghi quickly retreated deeper into the corner of the hallway, pretending to be looking for something in her schoolbag when Mr. Dat walked out of the room, passing by without paying attention to her. She stood there for a long time after his shadow had disappeared, her heart still beating fast, not because of fear of being discovered eavesdropping, but because of another, deeper, much harder to name emotion.
She thought about how Minh Khang protected her identity without knowing she was standing just a few feet away. The way he chose to talk about patience, about space, about invisible but real things, instead of invoking a name might help him win the argument more easily. She had grown accustomed to thinking that anyone who knew about "The Watcher" was potentially dangerous, a threat to be avoided. But standing here, behind that door, she realized she had just witnessed the exact opposite.
In the evening, she told Thanh Truc the whole story over the phone, her voice still shaking with emotion.
"Did he really say that?" Thanh Truc asked, his voice mixed with surprise and emotion. "Even knowing that saying your name could save the whole club?"
"Yes," Bao Nghi replied, sitting huddled in a chair next to the window, looking out at the night sky dotted with a few rare stars shining through the city lights. "I didn't expect someone to willingly choose to respect a stranger over their own interests."
"He doesn't see you as a stranger, Nghi," Thanh Truc said, his voice gentle but meaningful. "He sees you as an artist he admires, whose privacy needs to be respected. That's a big difference."
Bao Nghi remained silent, letting those words slowly sink into his heart. She thought of the image of the dark room that could turn into a lifeless extra classroom, of Dinh Phong's smile through the crack in the door, of Minh Khang's steadfast explanation to Mr. Dat, and even Mr. Toan's words about "deserving to be observed again in a kind way."
That night, for the first time, she opened a blank page in the notebook she used to jot down photography ideas, and wrote down, not a composition or lighting idea, but a simple question: "What if I try, just once?"
She looked at that question for a long time under the desk lamp, didn't write anything else, but didn't tear up the page as she usually did with unfinished thoughts that she considered too reckless. She closed the notebook and placed it neatly on the desk, next to the old camera, as if she was saving that question for a day not far away.
Before turning off the lights, she opened her laptop again and typed the name "Le Minh Khang" into the search box for the school's internal information page, where records of students' extracurricular activities are posted. She told herself she was just curious, nothing more. A few short lines appeared on the profile page: Head of the Photography Club since the 10th grade, won the Consolation prize in the citywide student photo contest in the 11th grade, participated in the summer volunteer team for two consecutive years. There's nothing particularly showy, nothing intentionally dramatic — just a candid record of someone who persisted in doing what he believed in, even if the results weren't always brilliant.
She closed her laptop, turned off the light, and lay down on the bed in the dark. Outside the window, the sound of insects chirping echoed from the small yard behind the house. She thought about Minh Khang's decisive voice when he refused to use her name to bargain, about Teacher Toan's eyes when he said she deserved to be seen in a kind way, about the question she had just written in the notebook that was still lying on the table. For the first time in three years, the familiar fear in her heart did not disappear, but it no longer stood alone — beside it, even though it was very small, something like hope was quietly sprouting.