Chapter 4 — Love and Essay I Can't Escape

12 An hour later, in some bar. I raised my glass, indignantly denouncing heaven and earth: "On the one hand, I'm forbidden from falling in love, on the other hand, he's dating his ex!" My best friend patted his shoulder comfortingly, his eyes filled with curiosity: "Tran Tran, you don't really like Co Nghien Tu, do you?" “I… I don't…” “Lie, you're jealous.” I choked on my words, bowed my head and drank the wine. That's right, me now... I said I didn't like it, but when I saw him with someone else, I was furious. Just like those green tea ladies in bloody movies - they say they don't care but are so jealous. My best friend ate melon seeds and continued to watch the drama: "But it's strange to see Professor Co. You just asked the young man for WeChat, and he immediately made up a rule against falling in love, it looks like he's jealous." I choked: "It's because he's a pervert! Being a 'foster dad' for too long, now he's used to it, he just wants to manage my life!" My best friend smirked and squeezed my cheek: "But, the dumpling princess and the black-bellied godfather, this couple is super charming~" I was speechless and sighed: "Please delete those cheesy novel reading apps for me!" I drank another drink, and the more I thought about it, the angrier I became. I took out my phone and saw dozens of missed calls from Co Nghien Tu on the screen. I got mad and sent a voice message full of resentment: "Co Nghien Tu! You double standard dog! I tell you, now I will go flirt with ten young men with six packs! You will be so angry!!!" “Who cares about old men!!” After sending the voice message, I put the phone down in satisfaction. In the bar, there are many male student models working part-time. For a few thousand yuan, they can hug and touch you. They even know how to pour wine and gently call you "sister~". Oh, if they still knew how to write a thesis, it would be... God has saved me. I immediately chose a guy as handsome as a national swimmer. As soon as I finished paying, before my hands could even touch the product, an ice-cold voice rang out: "Ninh Tran." I raised my head in bewilderment - Co Nghien Tu stood right in front of me, her face as black as if she had been struck by heaven. Me: "Burp..." He stared at the boy pouring wine next to me, gritting his teeth as he said each word: "Ninh. Tran." When I met that look, I was a little scared for some reason. But once the alcohol was in, even cowards became bold. I craned my neck and said, "What to do? I spent money to buy the service!" His voice secretly suppressed anger: "Go home." “Not coming back!” I've spent money and haven't received anything yet. I grabbed the male model: "Come on, let's go dance!" As soon as I stood up, my legs were weak and I almost fell. Co Nghien Tu immediately wrapped her arms around my waist. I struggled: "Let go! I don't need you to manage me!" “Ninh Tran!” His voice was low, dangerous. “Why are you roaring!” I was so drunk that I cried, my eyes were red, "On what basis do you control me?" He took a deep breath, without a word, lifted me on his shoulder and walked straight out the door. I shouted: "Co Nghien Tu! Let me down!" I struggled like a fish, he didn't let me go, nor did he say a word. So angry, I bit him on the shoulder. His face was as cold as money, he raised his hand— “Shut up!” He spanked my ass!!! I froze in place: “You… you…!” The emotions of shock - humiliation - anger exploded all at once: "You dare to hit me!!!" He shouted: "How did you promise not to drink alcohol earlier?!" I was like a Tet pig struggling: "I don't remember!!" He raised his hand again: "Don't remember, right?" "Miss then I remember!!!” Co Nghien Tu is a person who has always been calm and polite. He rarely gets angry, but when he gets angry, I don't dare breathe loudly. Unlike Ninh Tieu - who scolded me a few times, I still dared to argue back. When he was angry, his whole body exuded a cold murderous aura. His eyes were like daggers flying straight to his face. I had a taste of that during my rebellious age. That year I rebelled, secretly went to the bar to drink with my friends, and was discovered by him. He didn't scold me, just quietly led me home. All the way there, the air was so silent that it could kill. I timidly said: "Dear... I was wrong..." He just coldly replied: "Yes." The result? That night he bought a bunch of wine and laid it out in front of me: "Do you like to drink? Drink it all.” Me: “…” The end result was that I was so drunk that I vomited and the next day my head hurt like it was exploding. He stood next to the bed, his voice calm: "Tran Tran, do you have fun drinking?" I weakly shook my head: "Not happy... very uncomfortable..." "Then remember: From now on, other than when you and Ninh Tieu are around, don't drink alcohol arbitrarily. If you drink, you must drink moderately and tell your family where you are." “Drunk people lose their sanity, but there is no shortage of people with bad intentions in the world. A gentleman does not stand under a wall that is about to fall, understand? “…Understood…” And now – I angered him again. Co Nghien Tu is still the same as before, calmly stuffing me into the car and taking me home. Her gentle face looks like she's thinking: "Let's see you off to reincarnation tonight." I sat in the passenger seat, squirming like an oar wheel: "I'm an adult!" You can't control me!” “You are not my biological brother! Co Nghien Tu, I hate you to death!” “I don't like you anymore!!” He didn't answer. He got out of the car, picked me up, put me on his shoulders, and threw me straight into the house. Damn men! I don't know how he is so strong! The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, the alcohol seeped into my head, and I started talking nonsense: "Eight thousand yuan, before I even saw my abs, you dragged me home!" You pay me back!!” I angrily pulled his shirt, but... touched his six-pack abs. I froze, instinctively squeezing: "So hard..." Co Nghien Tu paused, her voice was deep and hoarse: "Ninh Tran, do you know what you're doing?" I raised my hand and gently patted his face: "Where do you go to school?" He looks exactly like my teacher. Men are old and still go out to 'work' to make a living..." I tilted my head back to look at him, my mind was chaotic because of the alcohol, I suddenly stood on tiptoe closer - Then - Kissed him. "...His lips are so soft." The memory then interrupted. I just remember... being pushed down and scolded by him. Because when I woke up in the morning, my mouth was swollen, my butt was sore... My head felt like it was about to explode. 14. I woke up and discovered that I was not in the familiar dog nest, but... on Co Nghien Tu's bed. Damn... wow... I jumped up like a spring, the memory of last night coming back like a tsunami: I scolded him for his double standards, He spanked my butt, I bit him, I tore his shirt, Touched his six-pack belly, And then... I KISSED HIM?! … AAAAAAA!!! I held my head, so embarrassed that I wanted to fly straight up into the sky. What an immoral act!! I frantically beat the bed when— I heard the sound of the doorknob turning, so I quickly wrapped myself in a blanket and pretended to be dead. “Are you awake?” Co Nghien Tu walked in, holding a glass of honey water. The eyes behind the glasses were full of dangerous meaning. I hid under the blanket, my voice choked: "I drank too much... I don't remember clearly..." "Yes." He nodded, "So what's the truth when you're drunk?" Me: “…” Him leisurely sitting next to the bed, giving me a glass of honey: "Normally, you scold me a lot behind my back, right, Ninh Tran?" I shook my head frantically: “I don't remember anything!!” He leisurely stared at me: "Calling me old?" “Smell like dad?” “Shameless male traitor?” My hands were shaking, I almost spilled the glass of water. “Remember what we did last night?” I curled up like an ostrich, burying my head in the blanket: "I don't remember anymore!!" “You said one kiss is a thousand.” He stopped, suddenly bent down and approached: "Now you owe me twelve thousand." My eyes darkened for the first time... He continued: "He also said he liked me for many years." My eyes darkened for the second time. “I don't remember…” He slowly opened his phone, playing back the voice message I sent: 【Dear, I want to eat your food, sleep with you, every day it makes me angry.】 Save my life… AAAAAA LET ME DIE ALWAYS!! My ears were as red as blood and I immediately crawled under the blanket. 15. He reached out and pulled the blanket away, looking straight at me: "Ninh Tran, do you really like me, or do you just want to turn me into a PowerPoint slide?" I hugged my pillow tightly, mumbling: "Is it important to you...?" "Important." He bowed his head, hot breath blowing on my forehead. “If you just want to cheat to graduate, then falling in love with a teacher and student is a violation of professional ethics…” He paused, “But if someone secretly loves you for many years, then it is… a race from both sides.” My brain crashed on the spot. The CPU burned for three seconds before I understood what he said. "You... but aren't you preparing to reconnect with your old love with your first love..." He frowned, full of confusion: "What white moon light? You read too much romance and your brain is ruined." "Yesterday I went with Le Tuyet because there was a conference. My teacher also came. He is old and weak now, and I don't want to keep him waiting too long." “When she was in school, she used to pursue me, but I refused.” “I told you…” He suddenly chuckled softly, “I said… I like idiots.” I exploded on the spot: “You!!…” “Who are you calling stupid?!”