Chapter 23
Chapter 23 — The Stage of the Unsaid
Two days before the festival, when all the preparations were almost completed, Anh Thu spent an afternoon visiting her mother's grave, bringing with her a complete printed copy of the script "The Light at the End of the Road" - something she always does before every important milestone in the journey of composing this play.
She sat down in front of the grave, placed the script on the stone stele, her voice whispering emotionally. "I'm about to bring your story, our story, to perform in front of hundreds of audiences, Mom. I hope I did well enough to fully convey what you taught me about love, about sacrifice, and about art."
The gentle wind moved the surrounding foliage, bringing a familiar feeling of peace. Anh Thu recalls all the memories with her mother - the evenings when she told stories about the plays she performed in her youth, her eyes sparkling with passion every time the stage was mentioned, and even the last days in the hospital, when both mother and daughter dreamed together of a future that can now only be continued through the pages of the script.
"I met someone very special, Mom," she continued, her voice softer. "He taught me that sometimes, the deepest wounds, when faced honestly, can become the greatest source of strength. I think, Mom, you will like him."
She sat quietly for a moment, letting the tears of acceptance and love still intact roll down her cheeks, before standing up, feeling more relieved than ever, ready for the final chapter of this meaningful creative journey.
On the way back, she met Kien waiting at the cemetery gate, as promised. "Are you okay?" he asked, his voice filled with concern as he saw traces of tears left on her face.
"I'm fine," Anh Thu replied, smiling gently. "Actually, I feel very at peace. I think, finally, I'm really ready to say goodbye fully to my mother, not with grief, but with gratitude."
Kien took her hand and the two walked slowly together along the familiar road. "I'm proud of you," he said, his voice sincere. "The journey you took, from the pain of loss to turning it into a work of art that can touch the hearts of so many people, is something extremely admirable."
"We went through it together," Anh Thu replied, squeezing his hand. "We've both learned to face our deepest fears, thanks to each other."
The two stopped at a familiar small cafe, where they once reread the script together in the early days of their budding relationship. Sitting opposite each other, Kien suddenly took out a small notebook and gave it to Anh Thu.
"What is this?" she asked, her voice full of curiosity.
"I've written a few things, over the past months," Kien replied, sounding somewhat embarrassed. "It's not a professional script, just my thoughts and feelings about the journey we've been through together. I think, maybe, you should be the first to read it."
Anh Thu opened the notebook, flipped through the sincere handwritten pages, telling the entire story from Kien's perspective - the initial fear, the gradual trust, the growing feelings, and the maturity he achieved thanks to her companionship. Reading the last lines, tears rolled down her eyes once again, but this time, they were completely tears of happiness.
"This is the most beautiful thing I've ever read," she said, her voice choked with emotion. "Thank you, for sharing it with me."
"I think," Kien said, his eyes filled with deep sincerity, "maybe, one day, we can write more stories together, not only on stage, but in our real lives."
Those words, full of implications for a common future that they both began to dare to dream of, made Anh Thu's heart beat with happiness, a firm belief in the good things that lay ahead, not only at the upcoming festival, but throughout the long journey of life that they had both decided to continue on together.
"There's one thing I want to do, before the festival," Kien said, his voice suddenly becoming more serious. "I want to watch that video again, in its entirety, with you."
Anh Thu looked at him, clearly understanding the great meaning behind that suggestion. "Are you sure?" she asked, her voice filled with concern.
"I think it's time," Kien replied, nodding decisively. "During the past four years, I have never dared to revisit it completely, I have always avoided it, buried it in my memories. But I think, to truly let go, I need to face it once, instead of continuing to let it haunt me in the darkness."
Anh Thu nodded and reopened the video on his phone with him. The two sat close together, reviewing every moment - fourteen-year-old Kien stood in the middle of a brightly lit stage, his clear voice resounding confidently in the first few minutes, then suddenly stopped, his eyes panicked, the silence lasted painfully long before the boy burst into tears and ran backstage.
After watching, Kien sat silently for a moment, his breathing was somewhat rapid but not panicked as he had feared. "That boy," he said, his voice thoughtful, "was simply a child overwhelmed by too much pressure for his age. There's nothing shameful about that."
"You're right," Anh Thu replied, holding his hand tightly. "That boy deserves sympathy, not ridicule."
Kien turned to look at her, his eyes filled with a profound and unprecedented relief. “Thank you,” he said, “for being by my side in this moment. I think, finally, I can truly let go of this obsession, not by forgetting it, but by accepting it as part of the journey that has brought me to where I am now — to you, to the club, to the person I am becoming.”
That profound moment of healing, taking place in the cozy space of the small cafe, marked a milestone no less important than the upcoming concert itself — a milestone of acceptance, of letting go of the past so he can confidently move forward into the future, hand in hand with the person he believes will always be by his side.
On the way back, Kien suddenly suggested that the two of them stop by the city's small theater - the place where the fateful performance was held when he was fourteen years old, a place he had deliberately avoided for the past four years, even though it was only less than a ten-minute walk from his home.
"You really don't have to do this," Anh Thu said, his voice filled with worry as he realized where he wanted to go.
"I really want to do this," Kien replied, his voice determined. "I think this will be the final step for me to truly close that sad chapter of my life, once and for all."
The two stood in front of the old theater facade but still maintained its elegant architecture, the faint neon light falling from the sign that had faded over the years. Kien stood there for a long time, recalling the panic he felt four years ago, but this time, instead of paralyzing fear, he only felt a strange calmness.
“It's a lot smaller than I remember,” he said, laughing slightly at his own unexpected comment. "In my memory, this place was always huge, unbearably scary. But looking back now, it's just a normal small theater in the city."
"Sometimes, fear makes things seem many times bigger than they actually are," Anh Thu said, squeezing his hand encouragingly.
Kien nodded, took a deep breath, clearly feeling that the heavy psychological burden that had weighed heavily on his shoulders for the past four years had now finally been completely lifted. "Thank you to this little theater," he said, half joking, half serious, "for teaching me a painful but necessary lesson that year, so that I can be more mature and stronger today."
The two of them left that old theater together in the gradually falling sunset, their hearts filled with a rare complete relief, ready to look forward to the future, to the important performance night that awaits ahead on a completely new stage, where Kien will continue to write his own story, no longer bound by the ghosts of the past, but guided by the same faith and love that he has found throughout the past journey.