Chapter 5
Chapter 5 — The Stage of the Unsaid
On Monday, the atmosphere at the hall became much more bustling when Ms. Huong announced the test run schedule for the entire play for the first time, marking an important milestone before entering the intensive practice period for the regional qualifiers. Nam Khoi, the actor playing the son — a supporting character but with an important role in act four — came to the rehearsal with an unusually worried expression.
"I'm sorry," he said to Ms. Huong before practice started, his voice full of guilt. "The doctor said I need absolute rest for at least three weeks because of my leg injury from a bicycle accident last weekend. I'm afraid I won't recover in time to participate in the test run."
Ms. Huong reassured him, but in her heart she could not hide her worry at this unexpected situation - even though Nam Khoi's role was not big, the lack of an actor right in the middle of an important stage was still a significant obstacle. "Just focus on resting," she said. "I'll find a way to arrange it."
The news spread quickly in the club, making the already tense atmosphere even worse. During the break, when everyone gathered to discuss who would replace Nam Khoi's role, Gia Bach proactively spoke up, his voice full of confidence.
"You can take on that role," he told Ms. Huong, his eyes filled with hope. "I've memorized almost the entire script, and I also have three years of experience in the club."
Ms. Huong considered for a moment before responding, her voice careful. "I will consider it, Gia Bach. But this role requires good coordination with many important scenes in a short time, you need to make sure the person in charge can adapt as quickly as possible."
That vague answer, even though it wasn't a direct rejection, still made Gia Bach feel a familiar disappointment welling up in his heart - the feeling of always standing on the boundary between "maybe" and "not good enough" that he had become familiar with during his three years with the club.
The test run took place on Wednesday afternoon, with a backup actor temporarily taking on Nam Khoi's role so that rehearsals were not completely interrupted. The entire play, from act one to act five, was performed continuously for the first time in the presence of Ms. Huong and several other teachers in the school who were invited to give comments.
Mr. Thu sat in the last row, watching every small detail with intense concentration, continuously taking notes in his notebook. As the play approached act five - the final climax that she was still not completely satisfied with - she clearly felt that, despite the actors' best efforts, there was still something difficult to name missing, an authenticity that could only come from real experience, not just from mere acting technique.
After the test run, Ms. Huong gathered all members to summarize, her tone more serious than usual. "The show has great potential," she said, "but we need to improve more on the emotional aspect, especially in act five. You will need to think more about adjusting some of the roles."
Her eyes, when saying this, accidentally glanced at the area where Kien was standing in charge of lighting, making Anh Thu wonder if Ms. Huong was thinking of something that she herself had not dared to think of.
After practice, when most people had left, Anh Thu stayed behind to rearrange the script and overheard a conversation between Ms. Huong and another teacher in the hallway.
"Do you think the new student - Hoang Kien - can take on the main role?" the teacher's voice asked, not lowering the volume enough to avoid being heard. "I think he has very good stage reflexes when helping with lighting, almost instinctively."
"I think so too," Ms. Huong replied, her voice thoughtful. "But he still has a lot of psychological barriers to overcome before he can actually stand in the middle of the stage."
The conversation continued to fade away as the two walked away, leaving Anh Thu standing there, her heart beating fast at what she had just heard. She never thought about the possibility of Kien taking on a real role, but now, thinking back on all his sharp comments, his special sensitivity to the script, she began to wonder if this was exactly what her play needed — not just a technically skilled actor, but someone who truly understood the pain of loss that the character had to go through.
That night, when Anh Thu returned home, she sat at her desk for a long time, not to study for the exam as her father wanted, but to think about what was gradually changing in her life since the day Hoang Kien entered the club - not just the play, not just the unfinished script pages, but also her own heart, which was gradually opening up in ways that she had never been mentally prepared to receive.
She looked out the window, the pale yellow streetlight shining into the room, wondering whether in the coming weeks, when everything would certainly change even more rapidly, both she and Kien would have the courage to step out of their own comfort zones together — her, out of the backstage where she had hidden herself for the past two years; and he, stepping out of the darkness of a past he has never truly faced, closes Part I of the emotional journey that both, without even knowing it, are embarking on together.
The next morning, before class, Ngoc Diep pulled Anh Thu to a corner of the empty hallway, her eyes full of familiar mischief. "I heard that Hoang Kien brought you home yesterday," she said, her voice lingering meaningfully.
"How do you know that?" Anh Thu asked, unable to hide his surprise.
"Duy Anh told me," Ngoc Diep replied, giggling. "He said, from the day he started talking more with Kien, he gradually became more open with everyone in the club."
Anh Thu blushed and tried to keep calm. "We were just discussing the script."
"Yeah, just say so," Ngoc Diep replied, unable to hide her disbelief, but also not pressing further. "I'm just glad that you seem happier lately. Since your uncle passed away, I've rarely seen you truly at ease like that."
That sincere comment made Anh Thu pause for a moment, clearly realizing that the small changes in her mood, even though she herself had not yet fully realized it, could not hide from her best friend's sharp eyes.
Meanwhile, in another corner of the school, Gia Bach sat alone in the cafeteria, staring at her phone displaying messages from her sister - who gave up her artistic dream many years ago after a traffic accident left the family in debt. "Do your best, little brother," the message read, accompanied by a small heart icon. "I believe this year's scholarship will belong to you. Don't let this opportunity slip away like I did in the past."
Gia Bach tightened his grip on the phone in his hand, his heart filled with determination mixed with vague fear. He knows clearly that his family is placing a lot of hope in the summer camp scholarship associated with this year's festival prize - a rare opportunity that can help him pursue his artistic path without becoming a financial burden for his family, which is already exhausted after his sister's accident.
Looking from afar, when he saw Anh Thu and Kien walking into the classroom together, chatting happily about something related to the script, a feeling of insecurity mixed with jealousy welled up in Gia Bach's heart. He didn't hate Kien, didn't really resent him personally, but the fear of his position and opportunities being gradually eclipsed by a newcomer in just a few short weeks, had begun to plant the seeds of thoughts that he, at least at this point, was still trying to suppress.
He stuffed his phone into his pocket, stood up and left the cafeteria, telling himself that he would prove his worth with his true ability, without having to resort to any tricks. But deep inside, a small voice full of insecurity kept whispering, asking whether that sincere effort was enough to compete with someone who seemed to be born with the talent that it took him three long years to acquire, and whether, when the final decision moment approached, which path he would choose to win the opportunity that his family was placing all their trust in, a question that he himself, at this moment, did not have a clear answer to.